Archive for November, 2005

FaTE

Thursday, November 10th, 2005

I’m sure everybody must have their ups and
down in life. You wake up one day feeling happy and ready to face the world but
later something happen that messes up the whole day. Or you felt down, hurt, lonely
and miserable only to find out that by the end of the day someone or something has
cheered you up that makes your day. For me, one thing for sure, I believe I
control some part of my life and the rest is in the hand of my God. I can’t
predict what will happen but sometimes, something happens which in your favour that
makes you think that you are not being forgotten by the All-Mighty.

 

Yesterday something happens that had opened
my eyes that sometimes you might get lucky…. or….. let me rephrase it, if it
bound to happen like that, it will happen like that! You don’t have any control of few
things in life such as the future, peoples that you gonna meet or missed, things
that had lost or even your feeling. The story starts like this…

 

As I went out from my house yesterday, my
lips felt a bit dry. As I was a bit hurry catching up the bus to town, I don’t
have time to put my lip balm. (It’s a lip balm NOT a lipstick FYI!). After I
board ed the bus and seated, I open up the lid of my lip balm and accidentally
the lid slip out of my hand and rolls over to God-knows-where. I tried to look
under the seat in front of me but to no avail it went missing. After a few
tries (control oo… masa dlm bus, sbb I don’t want to be accused of trying to
peek the lady in front of me), I gave up and hoping the lid will rolls itself back to
my feet as the bus moves. After arriving in town and before getting out of the
bus, I’m quickly scanned the seats in front of me hoping to see the lid but still it’s no
where to be found. Felt a bit disappointed, reluctantly I got off the bus and walk
to the bank to settle off my credit card.

 

To shorten up the story, I went to uni
after that, to work, having a good nasi lemak in Jibam, Eysa and Faizul’s place
after coming back from work, then went to Beckhamton house to eat their cucur,
then to Marina to kacau diaorg study. And btw, I bungkus my lip balm tu with a
piece of paper sbb nak buang sayang sbb ada setengah lg.  Anyway, on the way back I managed to catch a
bus from
Marina
to town. Then waited for about 15 minutes before bus no 14 arrived.
As I boarded the bus, I didn’t remember to look for the lid. Sapa sangka, dah
sehari dah, takkan lah nak jumpa lid tu dlm bus. Tak logic ler.. But.. to my surprise
when I look at my shoes (saja perasan tgk kasut sendiri) I saw the lid just
laying under the seat in front of me. I was amazed of the thought of how in
the world I’m sitting in the same bus and found the lid again. I pickup the lid,
dusts off the dirt of it, and returns it to its half.

 
That makes me think, sometimes, something might
happen to you, you lost part of your life, you go through the shits of life,
then one day, fate might be on your side and somebody pick you up and return your
life on track again. And on that day, you’ll be luckiest person in the world!